31.03.07
31.03.07
31.03.07 is the last day that we are " together"
moments of pain and anger are beginning to surface
you told me that you have found the one
there are some things that you have yet to say
coz you know that it will hurt me
the other day on the phone
you said that we are still pals
nothing ever changes
the priority never changes
thanks, should i say that?
or should i be grateful?
memories of the past rushes in my heart
invades my heart
anchoring deep in my brain
later then i realise that
the photos that we have
only reflects pain, the hurt that cannot be described
PS: being too possessive of something is not healthy.coz once you lose it. there is a strong sense of anger, pain and anguish and the feeling of "lost" will huants you like mad. i have to admit that to certain issues, i am very stick in the mud. when i cant analyze, emotions starts to overule me. Things will change, nothing is forever. But it is up to you to deal with it. i am slowly giving up this habit of mine, possessiveness. It takes time but i have to do it. coz the only person who suffers is me. no one else. what for make myself so miserable? i am glad that i am expressive, able to voice out my pent up feelings. otherwise i think i might just blow up and things might turn very ugly and up to the point it cannot be salvaged.