alienated...left out...stressed...sick...bullied

today seems like a rotten day for me...
stress level seems to scale at a highest peak...
burnt out from exploitation by classmate at school...
took on a disastrous bus 13...
which shook me from front to back...
shook me from left to right...
felt very sick and nauseous...
wanted some comfort and console...
ended up naught...
silently i endured it...
everyone is caught up with their own lives...
thought that home is my bay...
mom pissed me off by offering me $15 to clean the house on this friday...
for the sake of my brother who is bring his bloody amyway colleagues...
am i dirt cheap?
doing household chores is my duty...
using money to put me down?
i just want to make this house more comfy for family...
not for the fucking mlm people...
who the hell are they?
why should i do then?
KNN...
seems like everyone takes me for granted...
i should shut up...
and vanish...
i could no longer hold back my tears...
emotional wreck...
burnt out...