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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.
7 Apr 2007
Polaris Tears from the north
Hmm.. after watching "wei siao pasta" , i fall in love with the "zhu ti qu", bei ji xing de yan lei. Time can really heal the drift between 2 persons. The other day while i was having my ME UOL revision, RT couldnt wake up coz she went chong.
J commented that she envy RT for being so carefree despite the stress of the coming exams. I looked at her and commented that she is smart lor, what for think so much.
There used to be a huge rift between me and J. For a reason which i never know. But I still maintain who i am and treated her as usual. Intially, i was very upset. It took me a very long long time to recover and get over it. I pity those frens who had to hear me grumbling all the day long. But i am glad that they are beside me.
That day, we were just like in the past. I have doubts, she would clear it for me. She lost gas, i simply pump gas into her. The feeling of hostility was gone. Maybe that day it was her first day of period, i showed her concern (which is my pattern lah). While we were having our 2nd round of break, she commented that she regreted that why she took ME.
I told her that intially i wonder why did i take MGT degree? damn. So many compulsory units which seems so hard to score. I should have take the easy way out. But the starting point is that my sis sort of asked me to take on CF and ME. I thought that she would stand beside me and study together. She commented what for take subjects that are no related your course. MSM? MM? Let me tell you this, i took a very long time to accept the fact that she dropped this degree all together. I felt so alone and confided to pokemon numerous times that i wanted to change my subjects. That duration of time i felt so dejected and despair.
I really understand how J feels. Guess that she can sense bah. But i told her that "what is done , cannot be undone. just heck with it lor.ANd get over it." Intially she said that she regretted being psychoed by pokemon and i that we asked her to take ME and HRM. She dont know why she took so difficult subjects. Later , she added on that all the subjects are daunting. That woman. Buay tahan her siao siao attitude. Haha.
Surprisingly , we went took the same bus home. Which was a miracle to me. It has been ages that we do that. SHe even waited for me to go home together. I felt really heartwarming. Stupid of me lah, but i am like that. ON the bus, she told me that she is paranoid over her goal of getting 1st class. I told her how to calculate and she kept emphasizing that we were on the same boat.
Right, she has 2 1st class, 1 2nd upper and 1 3rd class. Ya, "same boat" Cow. that woman huh. I told her that my results arent that fantastic as hers lor. After all, i know my intelligence level. Haha. But somehow when i looked at her, her usual behaviour was just like in the past. I simply listen and suan her. The usual thing. The rift seems to be mended. Yup, took nearly 9months for things to resume as usual. Maybe it is a bit too late, after all, i guess we wont be catching up after we graduate bah. But i am glad that things were back to normal.
My judgement wont go wrong. She will get her 1st class. Somehow. As for me, i know my bet was risky. Taking 2 killer subjects, ME and CF was very risky for me. Just now my dad asked me how ascertain i was to score well. I rebutted him back that i am on the verge of breakdown liao. Dont add on any more stress. Just like what HRM lecturer abdul says, if you are stupid, you better be hardworking. At the very least , you wont fail that bad. IF you are smart, you no need to work so hard coz you might be lucky enough to pull it off. It boils down to intelligence. Joker guy.
Seriously, i really dont know how and what i should do. But i just simply have to heads on with it liao. I paid freaking $7k for this 4 subjects. The very least , i should pass bah. Damn. But for ME, cow. I should have took MSM lah, all those easy sub to score. Haha. The thoughts are tormenting me again. Sometimes, my angel and devil seems to be having a huge civil war inside my head. My head hurts like hell. If i really flunk ME,i am not going to re take. Take a pass in degree liao. Damn. But that is the last last option which i will not take it. Despite the huge risk , just like any auntie who will say " buy hope lor". Chances are slim and bleak, but the very least, i must beat my competitor, that is myself.
J commented that she envy RT for being so carefree despite the stress of the coming exams. I looked at her and commented that she is smart lor, what for think so much.
There used to be a huge rift between me and J. For a reason which i never know. But I still maintain who i am and treated her as usual. Intially, i was very upset. It took me a very long long time to recover and get over it. I pity those frens who had to hear me grumbling all the day long. But i am glad that they are beside me.
That day, we were just like in the past. I have doubts, she would clear it for me. She lost gas, i simply pump gas into her. The feeling of hostility was gone. Maybe that day it was her first day of period, i showed her concern (which is my pattern lah). While we were having our 2nd round of break, she commented that she regreted that why she took ME.
I told her that intially i wonder why did i take MGT degree? damn. So many compulsory units which seems so hard to score. I should have take the easy way out. But the starting point is that my sis sort of asked me to take on CF and ME. I thought that she would stand beside me and study together. She commented what for take subjects that are no related your course. MSM? MM? Let me tell you this, i took a very long time to accept the fact that she dropped this degree all together. I felt so alone and confided to pokemon numerous times that i wanted to change my subjects. That duration of time i felt so dejected and despair.
I really understand how J feels. Guess that she can sense bah. But i told her that "what is done , cannot be undone. just heck with it lor.ANd get over it." Intially she said that she regretted being psychoed by pokemon and i that we asked her to take ME and HRM. She dont know why she took so difficult subjects. Later , she added on that all the subjects are daunting. That woman. Buay tahan her siao siao attitude. Haha.
Surprisingly , we went took the same bus home. Which was a miracle to me. It has been ages that we do that. SHe even waited for me to go home together. I felt really heartwarming. Stupid of me lah, but i am like that. ON the bus, she told me that she is paranoid over her goal of getting 1st class. I told her how to calculate and she kept emphasizing that we were on the same boat.
Right, she has 2 1st class, 1 2nd upper and 1 3rd class. Ya, "same boat" Cow. that woman huh. I told her that my results arent that fantastic as hers lor. After all, i know my intelligence level. Haha. But somehow when i looked at her, her usual behaviour was just like in the past. I simply listen and suan her. The usual thing. The rift seems to be mended. Yup, took nearly 9months for things to resume as usual. Maybe it is a bit too late, after all, i guess we wont be catching up after we graduate bah. But i am glad that things were back to normal.
My judgement wont go wrong. She will get her 1st class. Somehow. As for me, i know my bet was risky. Taking 2 killer subjects, ME and CF was very risky for me. Just now my dad asked me how ascertain i was to score well. I rebutted him back that i am on the verge of breakdown liao. Dont add on any more stress. Just like what HRM lecturer abdul says, if you are stupid, you better be hardworking. At the very least , you wont fail that bad. IF you are smart, you no need to work so hard coz you might be lucky enough to pull it off. It boils down to intelligence. Joker guy.
Seriously, i really dont know how and what i should do. But i just simply have to heads on with it liao. I paid freaking $7k for this 4 subjects. The very least , i should pass bah. Damn. But for ME, cow. I should have took MSM lah, all those easy sub to score. Haha. The thoughts are tormenting me again. Sometimes, my angel and devil seems to be having a huge civil war inside my head. My head hurts like hell. If i really flunk ME,i am not going to re take. Take a pass in degree liao. Damn. But that is the last last option which i will not take it. Despite the huge risk , just like any auntie who will say " buy hope lor". Chances are slim and bleak, but the very least, i must beat my competitor, that is myself.