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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.

Setback that i faced

Today was a bad start for me. I have bad hair day. I have no choice but to resort to tie my hair. My mom hogged the toilet and bomb a huge nagasaki bomb. It stinks like hell. This set the mood for swearing. i smsed faniel and xr. Wrong choice sms to faniel. She was swearing at her job. I have to end up consoling and encourage.

I was laughing out loud when i saw xr sms. Remember one sentence that she wrote, " everyone has different type of shit". haha. Smile, everything will be fine. I wasnt sleeping well partly coz i decided to do one dumb thing. To roller blade from my house to siglap and buy bread from the famous german shop. Blade all the way to hui's office.

Why do i do so stupid thing? Offer prayer to JINX GOD. Since 31.03, my luck seems to dive to a bottomless pit. Just want to offer food to shun the bad luck that she emits. The whole night i was planning the route , how to reach there in one piece.

The HRM lecture was a recipe of humiliation and unhappiness. The lecturer wants smart responses, not dumb ones. The first time i tried to respond, the train of my thoughts starts to clutter. I couldnt comprehend what i was talking about. Needless to say, the lecturer was pissed. During the lunch time, i swear to pokemon and pf. I am really pissed. "respond to you, you dont like. don respond , you kena swear at us, wtf you want sia" I wanted to talk to her during lunch time, but she seems to disappear into thin air. KNN.

She commented my english sucks. In other words, i better shut up and dont talk at all. HMMM.Anyway, i wrote one sentence before i start the 2nd half. "laugh, everything will be fine. " I even draw cartoons to cheer myself up. Dumb and lame, but it works. After that, i did succeed break the perception of me in her eyes. But after that i was so tired that i any hamtam, she warned me again. Damn. After that i shut my mouth.

The mood was so bad that i wanted to vent my anger and frustration on hui. That jinx. I even prepared a letter of divorce to her.Purposely Wrote in black construction paper, wanted her to read it carefully. I even sealed it to make it formal. During the journey, i was so pissed and display my buay song face to everyone.

When i reach home, i quickly changed into my blade gear. Somehow , blading makes me forget those bad stuff that i have encoutered today. On the way to there, i fall numerous times, on the road. Mind you. I landed with so many thuds that my ass really burns like hell. The uncles who were sitting at the stool was laughing out loud.But somehow i couldnt care less about it.

If there is someone who documents it down. I will confirm get best actress. Very comical, even funnier than mr bean. Confirm, guarantee plus chop. There was so many times, i nearly or should i say almost trip. I grabbed the lamp post, gripping my dear life onto the wall, hugging the traffic light. When i finally reach there, the shop is closed!!! KNN. I looked at the auntie, " do you have bread? " needless to say, i ate " bi men geng"

I almost wanted to cry. I never gave up. I went to the cheesecake shop. Recklessly i crossed the road, neglecting the blind spot. Actually i know it might be closed. But i refused to give up. when i saw the sign, closed. I lost it. I blade along the siglap road. I sit down on the pavement. I cried. I called hui. I scolded her, " you are really jinx. since i have known you, you bring me nothing but bad luck. you dao mei gui. sao bai xing!" i was swearing. Pissed when she was laughing and recommending that ck promised to woo me. FUCK. what the hell she is talking. that woman. i demanded a clean break from her.

My legs hurt like hell. My bottoms were on fire. I silently sat on the pavement. I decided to push on. i wanted to deliver that damn letter to her. Needless to say, falling becomes a natural thing. Just when i reach at 101 changi road, a few more streets, i can dump that letter to her. A drop of water gently lands on my head. KNN.

Jesus must have thought that i should stop all these. Give me so many signals along the way. I really wanted to push on. But i forget what is her post box number. It is already close to 730pm. She must have gone for yoga class. knn. silently, i resigned my fate. Blading all the way back.

Deep in my heart, i just want to blade aimlessly. but i dont like the feeling. so i rather blade with a purpose. to swear and vent on the jinx. I have suffered so many setbacks in roller blading represents my determinance to overcome the obstacles that i will be facing in my coming exams. I know that my english sucks, i may not be able to hit the point that they want. But FUCK LOR. i really tried, no matter how my butt hurts, how much humiliation i suffered. i dont want to lose to myself.

I am not going to give up. Just want to use roller blading to teach myself of never give up spirit. Breathe, breathe. Haha. hmmm... time to prepare the ans for another ardous hrm war.

4/09/2007 05:59:00 am ·