Wednesday, February 28
Friday, March 02
Sunday, March 04
Monday, March 05
Tuesday, March 06
Wednesday, March 07
Thursday, March 08
Saturday, March 10
Sunday, March 11
Tuesday, March 13
Thursday, March 15
Wednesday, March 21
Friday, March 23
Monday, March 26
Wednesday, March 28
Thursday, March 29
Saturday, March 31
Sunday, April 01
Monday, April 02
Wednesday, April 04
Thursday, April 05
Friday, April 06
Saturday, April 07
Monday, April 09
Tuesday, April 10
Thursday, April 12
Friday, April 13
Saturday, April 14
Tuesday, April 17
Wednesday, April 18
Thursday, April 19
Friday, April 27
Friday, May 04
Monday, May 21
Saturday, May 26
Monday, May 28
Friday, June 01
Saturday, June 02
Thursday, June 07
Sunday, June 10
Friday, June 15
Saturday, June 16
Monday, June 18
Wednesday, June 20
Thursday, June 21
Friday, June 22
Sunday, June 24
Monday, June 25
Tuesday, June 26
Sunday, July 01
Wednesday, July 04
Sunday, July 15
Saturday, July 21
Monday, July 23
Tuesday, July 24
Sunday, July 29
Thursday, August 02
Friday, August 03
Monday, August 06
Monday, August 13
Saturday, August 18
Saturday, August 25
Saturday, September 08
Saturday, September 15
Monday, October 22
Wednesday, October 24
Thursday, October 25
Monday, November 05
Thursday, November 08
Monday, November 12
Sunday, November 18
Thursday, November 22
Friday, November 23
Sunday, November 25
Friday, December 07
Monday, December 10
Thursday, December 13
Monday, December 17
Tuesday, December 25
Wednesday, December 26
Sunday, December 30
Monday, December 31
Thursday, January 31
Monday, February 11
Monday, February 18
Sunday, April 13
Monday, April 21
Tuesday, April 22
Monday, April 28
Monday, May 19
Thursday, June 05
Tuesday, June 17
Sunday, June 22
Friday, June 27
Monday, June 30
Tuesday, July 01
Friday, July 18
Friday, July 25
Sunday, July 27
Wednesday, August 06
Thursday, August 07
Friday, August 08
Tuesday, August 12
Thursday, August 14
Friday, August 15
Saturday, August 16
Tuesday, August 19
Thursday, August 21
Saturday, August 23
Monday, September 15
Tuesday, October 07
Saturday, October 11
Tuesday, October 14
Wednesday, October 15
Sunday, October 19
Wednesday, October 22
Wednesday, October 29
Tuesday, November 04
Monday, November 10
Tuesday, November 18
Sunday, December 07
Monday, December 08
Sunday, December 14
Monday, December 15
Tuesday, December 16

Bituwin - image

Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.

Will frenship wilt like a flower?

Just now i was chatting with jy. She asked me, " what if one day, we have no common topic? We become distant and there seem to be a barrier between us?What if one day, i cant tolerate your weakness and decided to stay away from you?" She was facing the dilema of her change of hearts in one of her close frens. The more she know about the weakness of him, the more turn off she becomes.

I find it amusing and intriguing coz my sis sings a similar tune. Dont invest feelings in frenship, the more you invest, the more hurt you reap.Is it true that lack of understanding that attracts people and through the test of time, understanding becomes the key ingredient that breaks frenship? The more you understand one person's character, the more dillusioned you become?

I have no answer for all these. What i know is memories dont lie. Feelings for frenship cant be deceived.How can you simply dont invest feelings in a frenship? No matter where i am, what i am doing, i will always think of what is the best for my frens, be it food, entertainment, those nitty gritty. I am always eager to share with them. Call me silly.

I know that frenship is a dynamic thing. But some things are fated to be with you forever. Why so bent on measuring it? What is meant to be, will meant to be. I only treasure "at that moment". As long that i feel that i give my best, and my frens give it back in another manner, isnt that sufficient?

Why is everyone telling me that i should not focus on frenship which may hurt me deeply? I dont know why some people are firmly rooted in my heart, they may be imperfect, i may criticize them like mad infront of others, but they are irreplaceable.

I dont know what lies ahead of me. If i were to die the next moment, flashes of pleasant memories of my close frens would be the first to come across my mind.Of coz, those painful memories will etched in my heart. Typical pisces.

My life may be a long long journey. It may be short like fireworks. There are times that I feel lonely and none of my close ones are free and i may feel resentful. I feel that no one understand me.When pride builds me up and i cant see my soul. But that is life, isnt so?

My conclusion to her interesting question is i am stupid fool. To me, frenship matters. Even when i am in love, i will try to stand by my closed ones. Ya, i am the grumpy one, complaining about my frens' weakness to others, but i remain honest by telling them that "hey i complain others about you"

To give up one frenship is really difficult for me. Unless that person who hurts me deeply, betray me for own interest. Ya, i met plenty. That Joyce is a real classic one sia. She really KNNCHB. Haha. Wrote plenty stuff about her. Dont wish to waste my brain juice on this rat liao.

My frens dont comprehend why i am so persistent. They named another classic eg, sh. They buay tahan me that one moment i can be so pissed off and rant her weakness like mad dog, yet the next moment i show concern her workaholic attitude and thinking of ways to stand beside her.I rather they give up on me, forsaking me, staying away me than i am doing it. They named it stupid. Whatever. I am who i am. If frens forsake me coz of my weakness, then it is a pity but i am not going to salvage it.

5/21/2007 08:52:00 am ·