FeArS N WoRrIeS
Ghost of past has been haunting me
The fear of can i perform?
Too much free time lets me think too much
My thoughts are strayed
I am distracted
Have been procrastinating of doing the resume even
Everyone's advice seems to tell me to get a job asap
Coz perharps i can find the way
The longer i dragged, the depressed i will become
Maybe... Maybe
Pissed off with my mind
Dont know what the hell i want
Screaming out loud
But seems like nothing comes out of it
Cant express out my mixed feelings and emotions
Everything seems so complex
Actually it can be simple
It depends on how i look at it
I just want to be happy in a job
Hai. Is that too much mah?
Fallen sick makes me more vulnerable liao
Wanted to find someone to confide
But i seem to cant find the right advice at the right time, right place..
The more i listened , the more vexed i become
Damn...