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Oh hello. I am Xuefang and I am 25. Chocolates and coffee and novels are my favorite things.

You can mail me at:
zhuangxuefang@yahoo.com


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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.

2 Jun 2007
Twisty day

Hmmm actually today i planned to rest, do some chores and prepare my resume and my job hunting. Had enough fun liao for the past one week. I have overworked my body, going to gym and swimming continously without a day break in between. Pretty intensive workout. I was already feel the beat and fatigue. Pretty exhausted. But last night sh smsed me. I sneered at her that it is a miracle that she asked me out. Deep inside i was happy and chirpy. No matter how tired i am, just one more day.

Today was a full force event. I nearly turned the whole house upside down.Oh my god! I cannot fathom my family members! My mom and my brother are outrageously disgusting. My brother is a reptile, he disposes his dead skin on the floor and shove it under the bed. Yuck! I pity the vacuum cleaner sucking up his filthy scales. Haha. My mom? Needless to say, such atrocity can kill my patience. Her stuff can lie there for weeks, accumulates tons of dust and nothing can stirs.

I have limited time and stamina. Plus i have to do my own stuff. Hai. I left my room and my parents' room untouched. Sk was at my house studying her stuff and she saw the stuff i was doing for sh. She laughed at me. Hmm.. ANyway she asked me why did i chose her to share the prize even though the incident happen? I told her, it is complicated.

Anyway, we met on the train. We decided to have dinner at novena.Damn, we ate too much. We were stuffed like teddy bears. I forget to draw cash, she replied that she wanted to treat me. I didnt like the idea coz money is not easy to earn lor. It is not a special event to treat lor. Hai. Then we were chatting, talking non sensical stuff. We went for a brief shopping coz it was already 930pm.

After that we decided to walk from novena to orchard. I noticed that she seemed distracted and pre occupied. Somehow i can sense it. She has something in mind. I thought we can finally walk and chat like old times. Actually, it is even faster walking from novena to bugis, then walking from orchard to bugis. Then her phone kept beeping with smses, i can easily gussed that her bf was looking for her. We finally reached bugis.

I told her off that cant he give you some time off? We hardly meet up or chat liao. Wtf. She said that he is meeting. I got pissed. What the hell. We barely meet up for a while then you tell me you are meeting him. Then meet for what sia? I looked at her, so that treat you gave me just now is to compensate the loss? She said that i think too much. Whatever, your actions made me feel that way.

Then i smsed her my thoughts. Just then an indian worker came up the upper deck, he sat very close beside me. The more i tried to shift inwards, the more he wants to sit closer. I stared angrily at him. He acted blur. Then i could sense that he was trying to get fresh with me. I stood up and wanted to leave. He refused to budge. I kicked his leg and went to lower deck. I was swearing to jy about the matter. Wtf. I am no longer the gal who harassed by simon that pervert in school liao. Think i will not fight back? Knn, i look like molest victim meh? FUCK. NOt my day.

I continued sms sh. The content of final sms pissed me off. Anyway, i feel disappointed. I know that she has make an effort liao, but her heart don seem to be there. Sianz. Whatever. Maybe i shouldnt force myself. What for make myself even more tired and pissed? What is the point then?