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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.

Ten weeks later (II)

4) 4th Week- Tears and nightmares becomes a daily occurence. I am starting to feel frustrated and vexed. I start to doubt my intelligence and character. Resignation starts to emerge in my head. " should i quit? I started to fall sick and dared not take even one day MC. I start to throw up practically every morning. V was the only colleague that i could chat with her , not putting my guard and we were horsing around. But it is a pity that she is under reporting team, under my dream boss, Liew.I like when he is teaching me stuff,even though he is very busy and could teach me like a speeding bullet. i like to learn from him coz he really goes the extra mile to teach. Unlike my direct boss, where i only receive rantings and one sentence " go figure out". My crush feelings for him intensifies. Hai.

5) 5th week- i had my straw. My direct boss commented " please use your right and left brain when you are handling settlements" hmm. she was saying out pretty loud and to make the matter worse, my crush could hear it. THat bloody hell C was cocky that she was finally converted to perm. She also joined in the taunting conversation.She kept pushing my button and asked me why i didnt ask my manager for perm conversion for 2 consecutive days. My manager and my mentor was screaming at me for not knowing what the hell i am doing. The only person that i am hanging on for is Liew. Just want to see him as long as i can. I threw in my resignation letter for the first time, slapping it at my direct manager but I took it back. Stupid. Plain stupidity. I must be insane.

6)6th week - i couldnt take it anymore. Not for Liew's sake.This time round, i went straight up to Liew. I can finally looked at him straight in his face. I broke the news to him while he was having his breakfast at the balcony. He remained calm and composed. That is the man that i liked.haha. I told him straight that i am prepared to forgo the whole month salary. I am so damn determined. After that, he was like a child looking at me, "sa jiao" with me that i shouldnt throw that damn letter. Then he looked for LL for further persuasion. If he just continue, i would have stayed on. (yeah right) The whole episode "praising my performance and i should stay for the sake for maternity officer" is disgusting. She was bribing me with karaoke sessions and dinner treats. Whatever.

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