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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.

Have I Gone Bonkers?

Hmmm, I had a thought that frightens myself. It is ok that I don't have a boyfriend. In the matter of fact, I even feel that being single actually quite ok and nice. You have the all the time and energy that totally belongs to you. Dont know when did I pride this type of freedom sia. I used to think that being single equates to loneliness. But now,it is not necessarily so.

At least , I have one less source of trouble. I have a huge mess that demands my super utmost attention, that is my mom. Ahem, as you know, she never fails to push my button, well almost everyday loh. I am a single cell membrane person lah. I cannot concentrate more than one matter lah.

Recently, I have heard so many of my friends have been hurt in the game of love. The recent one was that my excolleague's boyfriend broke the news that the true reason why the boyfriend still didn bring her home was that his mom who have seen her before says that she is fat. Right. A mummy's boy. Why dont you marry your own mom? By the way, in my eye, she is just a bit fleshy. Maybe a bit on plump side. But to label her as fat, then what am I? Huge? haha

Hmm he told her that why cant she lose weight for the sake of him? He feels that he is sandwiched between her and his mom. Ouch. That kind of words hurts her deeply. While I was hearing all these, all these seem so familiar. Hey! I have similar experiences. Are Men REALLY THAT FREAKING SHALLOW and SUPERFICIAL? Yup, After been through so much, i concluded, yes.

I told her straight in the face that if she really lost weight for the sake of him, she is shortchanging herself. Once you have changed one part of yourself, there will bound to have more parts of you to be changed, as the damn mom would be dissatisfied loh. Get a LIFE, AUNTIE? By the way, the guy loves her for who and what she is. IF SHE CHANGED ACCORDING TO HIS MOM's instruction, does that equate plastic barbie? Ouch.

Looks dont lasts forever. Does that mean that when she marries into the family, she cannot gain weight? THen does that mean that when she is pregnant and after that she cannot regain her slim body back, his mom would demand her to divorce?

To think back, I am so SMART that i ditch my ex like a hot potato. He threw a marriage proposal in return for me to lose to the ideal weight that he demands. Actually, deep in my heart, i know that why all these years i remain single. Coz guys wouldn even take a second look at me, needless to say like me.Superficial about figures and looks. All these years, i have been confessing my love to my crushes, yet each time, i get very hurt coz of their comments. Some are nice, some are jerks. I know that love cannot be ordered... like a pizza. Haha

Now i cannot imagine myself being attached. I cannot imagine what kind of guy that falls for me? Can we last? Coz i am quite a quirky character. Let everything remains status quo. Suddenly, a chill run through my spine. Have I gone straight? Damn..... I never like gals leh. Haha.... So my question to myself. Have i gone bonkers? Have i really gave up the thought of love?

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11/08/2007 06:28:00 am ·