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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.
10 Dec 2007
Amazing Grace
i really feel that i have been through a tough and rough time this year. I really hated the events that unfolds this year. But i dont want to harp on it. What makes me feel grateful is that I have frens and a nice neighbour that helps me ride this huge wave. Of course, God is a sweet pie that sends all these angels for me.
I have frens who said to me, "eh, you dont mind working under ur best fren? she is giving you orders. you are a graduate leh. somemore you are underpaid" This shallow angle is materialistic and superficial.
I learnt to look from a different angle. If not for her, i would have wallow in despair coz i have too much free time to mull over the rejected application of MOE. Sure, i am working under her. So what? To me, no job is too small. I respect every job and trades. With a humble heart, i would learn a lot from her line. Why not? To me , learning is forever.
At the bottomline, i am earning some income to sustain myself. I am not loafing. I know that it may seem that i have wasted 6 months of finding my career path and i still cant find. I am getting frustrated and pent up. I whine and complain to her that why i am like that.
I will pray and with strong faith and hope, things will be better. I will live for the day, not for the future. I really think that i am beginning to understand myself better. Bread is important but happiness and passion is what drives my life. So what if i am earning a lot if i were in the banking line, i could use the money to satisfy my monetary and material needs. I know i wouldnt be happy coz i tried that before. Some people could live with that for the rest of lives, but not for me.
I am now seriously thinking hard about my dreams. Maybe i will try another route to reach my goal. try relief teaching. Need to ponder. And i know that God will provide me the right guidance.Amen.
I have frens who said to me, "eh, you dont mind working under ur best fren? she is giving you orders. you are a graduate leh. somemore you are underpaid" This shallow angle is materialistic and superficial.
I learnt to look from a different angle. If not for her, i would have wallow in despair coz i have too much free time to mull over the rejected application of MOE. Sure, i am working under her. So what? To me, no job is too small. I respect every job and trades. With a humble heart, i would learn a lot from her line. Why not? To me , learning is forever.
At the bottomline, i am earning some income to sustain myself. I am not loafing. I know that it may seem that i have wasted 6 months of finding my career path and i still cant find. I am getting frustrated and pent up. I whine and complain to her that why i am like that.
I will pray and with strong faith and hope, things will be better. I will live for the day, not for the future. I really think that i am beginning to understand myself better. Bread is important but happiness and passion is what drives my life. So what if i am earning a lot if i were in the banking line, i could use the money to satisfy my monetary and material needs. I know i wouldnt be happy coz i tried that before. Some people could live with that for the rest of lives, but not for me.
I am now seriously thinking hard about my dreams. Maybe i will try another route to reach my goal. try relief teaching. Need to ponder. And i know that God will provide me the right guidance.Amen.