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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.

A moth flying into a ball of fire

Tomo is the last day for my colleague. This is the 1st 3 colleagues who resigned, including me. So I can expect the wave of the coming heat. To juggle the admin ball , teaching ball, taking care ball, doing closing balls. In short, multitasking is the word. The admin is starting to treat me well, taking my problems under her wings.

Haha, it is strange that after i dropped the bombshell, she is starting to reveal the "key person's character (which i don feel like disclosing her name, spoil my mood. So lets call her key person) Tat key person like to shirk responsbility, beat around the bush... If i were to continue to talk about her bad points, i think i will be enraged. So why bother? Whatever.

I know that my conscience will prick me, which it always will. Not that i don want to do a nice job, is the people around me that seems to shirk responsibility, pick the easy way out, picking on me, taking advantage of me. Sianz. I am glad that i am so out of this org. Really. Messy , disorganized and no structure. Beyond words to describe. Haha.

I am going to be like a moth, which is already losing its lustre colours, heading to a ball of fire. I can feel the intensity of heat. When the tough gets going, the going gets tough. I am just going to be engulfed by fire.

This is just the work aspect. In terms of frenship, I am also letting go something that is dear to me. Something that don really deserve so much attention and love from me. Maybe i expect too much. When a person is fragile, the perception gets blurred. This time is real. When the wound is torn apart too many times, it can never be healed liao. I know people would scorn me for taking a frenship too much. Maybe. But one thing for sure, it was really one solid frenship which i will never forget. I just have to hid it away, put it in a chest. For the coming frenships, i learnt not to invest so much le. After all, it may come to naught. Just a simple mind and a simple heart. Tat's all. Good bye, my chest of memories. I want my happiness. I want to sleep well. No more tears.

6/30/2008 08:01:00 am ·