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Jeremiah 29:11. Jeremiah 29:11. For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster,to give you a future and a hope.

After blogging a lousy state of mind, Cherry called me. She was totally pissed with my attitude on msn. I was simply ignoring her presence and had just decided with Faniel's birthday plans. I knew I was being careless about handling the issue. But I simply couldnt be bothered. I am in my own world. Bug off, I dont want anyone to bother me. Yet, there will be people constantly waving their hands in my own world, pulling me out of my own delusions. Eventually, she cooled down after I told her what happened briefly. I just told her that I want to be alone. Yup, ALONE.

But I am open to her complains about her job. She just kept ranting off her misgivings. I just simply offered my listening ears to her problems. I dont mind being Aunt agony for this moment in time. I just dont want to be a clown, entertaining my friends. Because I run off laughter.After that, I told her that my stomach was in a stage of protests, so I need to eat my brunch. It appears that my mom has suddenly appeared in the house, dropped the packet of fried carrot cake, then disappeared without notice. She had just called and asked me to eat it.

I had decided to watch some television programmes to stone or mummify my mind and eat my breakfast. What was in store for me kept my tiny flame alive, that is the Olympic basketball competition between Mali and New Zealands. Despite their first time experience in the competition, the Malis displayed an excellent sportmanship spirit, they were not ready to throw in the towel. From a defeating state ( which they were still trying to formulate a strategy and understanding their opponent ), to formidable opponent ( which they crushed the Kiwis with their impressive defending state ). Each goal that they have scored was accompanied by my cheering and roaring. Yup, I had lost my senses. But who cares.

Even though they have lost, but it is ok. It is the process that counts. They have showed the world that being a new entrant has its prowess. What they lack is experience and stability. Had they be more stable, not losing their cool at the very last moment, they might have won. You never guess what will happen next, unless you glued yourself at every moment.

After that, I drifted back to siesta. An annoying call was ringing, I had decided to ignore its presence. I was awoke by the sudden bang of the door. It was too windy. Listlessly, I walked to my brother's room and looked at the sms and missed calls. Is it strange when you want messages or phones calls to appear in your handphone, it wouldnt appear? But when you simply want to shut down, it is like a haunting ghost. Amusing. I had decided to stay glued at the computer, continue to be a listless ghost.

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